Although I’m happily married for over 20 years, I have a strong sexual attraction to another woman. A married co-worker ‘ forbidden fruit ‘ especially this day in age. For over a year I have suppressed my feelings for Jane, but now the urge to tell her is growing stronger. So strong in fact that I find myself dreaming often about her in vivid explicit detail and waking up at 3 or 4 in the morning with a raging hard on. Sometimes I masturbate in order to go back to sleep, other times I fall asleep only to continue dreaming and wake up yet again with strong sexual images of Jane in my mind and the hard on still raging. I have this dream so often that I don’t know what part of the account below is from the dreams and what is from that semi-awake state when I can’t sleep due to the hard on. Here is my remembrance of our entire first sexual encounter (from my dreams). This encounter I called “erotic dream ‘ 69″ is a recurring theme and some nights certain pieces are more memorable and clear than others. Like many of my dreams, this one seems to start in the middle of an event, completely out of context. I never have any remembrance of what led up to this point or how we got here or even where we are specifically.
It starts like this: We are in a very romantic hotel room or Bed & Breakfast with a Jacuzzi. We brought all the essentials; candles, wine & cheese and bubble bath. I drew the bubble bath and you slipped in to the tub first while my back was turned, so fast I hardly noticed your naked body which disappointed me as this was the first time I had seen you without clothes. Romantic music was softly playing in the background. I quickly removed my clothes and immediately felt my cock becoming slightly erect. Most of the time, my cock is rather compact and up close to my body, as I become stimulated it will quickly grow into a semi-erect state and lengthen a few inches, dropping slightly as if it were freed from some imaginary harness. As I take a step it swings from side to side a bit. It feels good. I wanted to sit down quickly in the tub but the water was hot and as I paused I noticed you checking out my package. I liked the look you gave me. After a glass of wine and some cheese, I took the soap and started to wash your body, wow, it felt so good to run my hands all over your body. After washing your entire body you started washing mine. We were both careful to wash but not stimulate each others private parts, lest this turn into a quick fuck in a Jacuzzi (which can be kind of nice, but just not part of this dream).
It had been more than 25 years since I had seen or touched another naked woman other than my wife, in real life anyway. I lay on top of you in the tub and you open your legs and wrap them around me. It was then that our lips met for the first time. How strange for our first kiss ever to occur after being totally naked in a Jacuzzi. During that first kiss, my cock accidentally brushes up against the outside of your pussy causing you to moan slightly and you wonder if I am planning on entering you without any foreplay. You instinctively thrust your pussy up closer to my cock and for a brief moment my cock actually enters you about an inch before I quickly remove it. There is much to do before real sex begins. After deep passionate kissing I get out and put on a really nice soft comfortable robe and light a few candles and lay on the bed with my robe on. I was totally erect at this point and it looked a little funny, pushing the robe straight up in the air although over the next few minutes my erection diminished somewhat making it more comfortable to lie there and wait for you.
About 15 minutes later you emerged from the bath in your robe and lay on the bed beside me. I remove your robe immediately and then mine and lay on top of you and we begin to French kiss passionately. 30 years ago, I would have been rock hard since the moment we entered the room an hour ago and by now I would be ready to pop. Now, my cock retreats to a semi-erection when not being stimulated and wants to be brought back to life by your skillful mouth and hands. But lets not rush things. I offer a massage and you roll over on your stomach. I sit on your legs and my cock naturally falls in your ass crack. I proceed with a back massage, starting with your shoulders and moving down to your lower back. My semi-erection makes things difficult to manage physically ‘ it kind of gets in the way. It is either pointing down and touching the outside of your pussy which you find distracting when I am supposed to be working on a back massage or it wants to lay between your buttocks, which I find pleasurable. If I feel it touch your pussy lips or glance down and notice my cock next to your pussy lips, my cock springs back to life. As I massage your back I find my hard cock naturally slides between your buttocks. It slides slowly and sensually back and forth along your ass crack as I reach up to your shoulders and massage your back. By now, I am so stimulated that I need to be careful because just this sensation can easily make me explode all over your back. Rubbing your ass crack with my cock does little for you but it is driving me crazy.
You roll over and I carefully and slowly massage your breasts and work down from there; touching but carefully avoiding penetrating you with my fingers. I massage the outer area around your pussy lips and notice how soft you skin is between your legs. I brush against the outer portion of your lips with my fingertips and you jump a little from the sensation. I am kneeling next to you on the bed while I do this, my cock easily within grasp of your hands or mouth but you wisely avoid touching me. At this moment, the attention is totally on your massage. Since my cock is not touching your body it starts to calm down and the urge to cum diminishes which is good because I have big plans for the rest of the evening. You look over and notice that on the tip of my cock is a tiny bit of pre-cum, evidence of my high state of arousal which surprises you given that you barely touched me. Now it is my turn and I lay on my stomach and you give me a great back massage, reaching down between my legs occasionally and giving my cock a little squeeze and caressing my balls for just a second. I roll over and you start massaging my shoulders and chest. My nipples are extra sensitive and you touch them lightly and lick them until I can’t stand it ‘ the sensations are both ticklish as well as sensual. You lay on your back, spread your legs and I get on top of you in the missionary position. Instead of entering you, I lift your legs so that your pussy is angled up. You are so wet that if my cock approached at the normal missionary angle it would have slid right inside you. Instead I want to tease you by rubbing my cock between your wet pussy lips and the angle that I adjusted you to makes this possible.
We take turns looking at the action. I see my cock sliding back and forth between your gorgeous pussy lips. As I slide back I see your engorged clitoris responding to the attention as you get wetter. As I slide forward I see your pussy lips opening slightly and wrapping around the sides of my cock. All the while being careful not to penetrate you. I can only imagine that from your vantage point you see the head of my cock appearing and disappearing near your clitoris as I slide back and forth. I can only take the intense sensations for a few moments and I lower your legs and lay on to the bed next to you in the 69 position. Now, for the first time you take my cock firmly in your hands and slide my cock into your mouth while I begin to lick your pussy. The taste of your pussy juice on my cock turns you on as you slowly stroke the length of my shaft and put as much of my cock in your mouth as will fit. You gently cup and squeeze my balls and notice that they seem larger than a few minutes ago. I love the taste of your pussy and it is at this point that you have your first orgasm. I make my tongue hard and push it inside you as far as possible while you grind your pussy into my face and tongue.
Your back arches up and you squeeze your legs around my head as you lurch into orgasm. I pull my head away so that you can cross your legs and intensify the orgasm however I keep my fingers in your pussy and feel your pussy getting drenched. At this point you are totally involved in your orgasm and cease stroking or sucking my cock. I don’t mind as I enjoy giving you a great orgasm with my tongue and fingers. Your pussy gets even wetter and some of your cum drips down on to the sheets. After your orgasm you turn your attention to me and we roll over again in the 69 position but with you on top of me. This is my favorite 69 position because with your legs spread and your ass up in the air I have total access to your beautiful pussy. I can alternate between licking your clitoris, pushing my tongue inside you and fingering you. When my neck gets tired I just lay back and attend to your pussy with my fingers. By the same token, you have free access to my cock and move your head up and down on my shaft. You alternate between sucking and stroking my cock. Occasionally you pause to enjoy my licking and fingering your pussy.
I start to feel the urge to cum however I am stuck, you are on top, and you are in control. I don’t want to cum in your mouth, at least not so soon. I squirm and try to pull back or move my hips to the side to escape your grip. I warn you that I am going to cum. But you suck even harder and your head follows my penis as I try to pull away. You grip my cock tighter and stroke it faster, you feel me getting even harder inside your mouth, ready to explode at any second. I stop squirming and surrender to your control. Then just a split second before I cum you roll on your back and I sit up unable to concentrate on anything other than my throbbing cock. We both breathe a deep sigh and get ready for more. Once again, I get on top of you missionary style, my cock throbbing and me panting trying to catch my breath as I was sure I was going to explode inside your mouth just moments before. I take a deep breath and slowly spread your legs wide and place your feet over my shoulders. We slide a pillow under your ass and raise your pussy up, tilting you to just the right angle. You reach down and guide my cock to your pussy lips. I slowly, deliberately enter you while you reach around and grab my ass and slowly pull me deep inside. I know that if I move too quickly, it would have been all over. You moan as my rock hard throbbing cock gets buried all the way in. Damn, this feels good, I want to do this all night, but my cock is like a hair trigger, one good stroke and ! It could be all over. I slowly pull out and kneel down at your pussy, burying my face in your gorgeous, dripping wet snatch.
Eating your pussy is not only enjoyable for me but also gives me a moment for my cock to recover and as I kneel in front of your raised pussy I totally concentrate on pleasuring you. Your body shakes a bit as I pull my tongue out of your pussy. I briefly lick your clitoris then insert 2 fingers and find your G spot and begin to stroke it by alternating both of my fingers that are now buried deep in your pussy. You start to respond to this new stimulation. With my other hand I begin to gently but firmly massage the area on your belly just above your pussy and within minutes you erupt into your second orgasm. After an even stronger orgasm than the first, you pull me close and whisper in my ear, it is time for you to come inside my pussy. With your pussy still angled up in the air you once again take my cock with your hand and guide it to your drenched pussy. I push gently and your pussy opens to willingly accept my cock This angle allows the head of my cock to hit just the right spot inside you and with no more than 25 or 30 strokes we both cum together in a final shuddering orgasm and collapse into each others arms. As we lie together you tell me that you too had wanted to have sex with me for years but were afraid to admit your feelings to me. You confess that it all started with a dream years earlier you had about taking me to Disneyland. You know what they say about the quiet ones!